Because you're having a hard time handling the emotional reaction to the trauma. You need to get help. RAINN.org will have more information. Don't let this reaction cause you to do something you ordinarily wouldn't consider, whether it's self-harm or hurting others. You deserve the same kindness and compassion my daughter received from everyone involved after she was raped.
BTW I actually hope you ARE trolling.
Well then do what I said. It's natural for you to feel the way you're feeling. You experienced a real trauma and you need to understand that your brain processes traumatic experiences in a very jumbled up way. If you don't learn how to let go of that feeling you will live with it the rest of your life. But there IS hope. All you have to do is be a survivor, not a victim. I know that sounds cheesy but it's true. Learn what you can about sexual abuse and other sex crimes and find a passion to advocate so people can learn from you.
You want to do it because you feel shame, but you shouldn't. You want to do it because you don't know what to do and there is nothing worse than that helpless feeling<br />
Get help. Seriously. No matter where you are there are groups you can reach out to. You CAN NOT get past this alone. But you CAN get past it with help. <br />
Stay alive. Your life is precious. NEVER forget that. <br />
Because no one understands how I feel no one knows what I want even though I tel them
Please don't do that. It's not your fault. Seek the help of a trusted friend, family member and a therapist. Make sure the person who did this to you is brought to justice. Don't ever let him win.
please dont do anything to yourself..pray... Be Strong...
I have no idea. You *should* be wanting to kill your rapist!<br />
It's so not cool to troll about these type of things, jerk.
Call 911 right now and get help!!! You don't want to die, you just want the pain to stop but you don't know how.
then ******* don't kill yourself...******* ****.
I believe you. My ex girlfriend was raped too. Although she doesn't remember it. She was little.