is that so...hmm...so did i before...<br />
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i kno one thing, i hate life <br />
so much struggle and strife <br />
everyday and every night <br />
i just want to end my life <br />
bullet thru my brain <br />
please put an end to this pain <br />
because i feel as if im insane <br />
something must be wrong in the membrane <br />
maybe because i get lifted, like a crane <br />
yes i get high, would you like to try?? <br />
No?? well thats okay <br />
but just understand that im odd, like snow in may <br />
just please don't hate, lets get some things straight <br />
see i got so much piled up on my plate <br />
and all i want is to be great <br />
thats what im destined to be <br />
something you read about, or watch on tv <br />
J.C. he lives in me <br />
but the devil sitting on me like an anvil <br />
so all i can do is say....F'it and smile <br />
because after all these trials, and we reach the end <br />
who's gonna judge me?....surely not a man <br />
because we all eventually kick the can <br />
and im convinced....in the end, nothing really matters man <br />
DAMNNNNN!!!

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but i'd rather live...laugh...love
try and be a role model and help people as this brings out much enjoyment and love

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That was a great poem really nice. I understood it and yes i feel that way.

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What you are going through is temporary. God cares about you, cast your cares upon him and be happy, just be happy. Life is not perfect for anyone. Choose to be happy.

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It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

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Then donate your body to 'charity' and do charity work.

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I get so tired of the "get over it", "it's all choice and self pity" crap. I don't think anyone would chose to live this way. Who prefers dog crap to ice cream? It's insincitive and bogus. Wanting to die is really wanting to live in disguise. I may really just wish it was all different, but it's not, so this life has no point, and I should end it before I hurt anyone else.

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I know the feeling. Yet death is so final. And cruel to those who love you.

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i've written a couple of stories on this subject if you're interested

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well i don't think anyone cares about me and for those who care really don't show it that well. so how would i know

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meaning those who are around me in person

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Soups - i don't know your suffering but depressed people always think they are worthless and they're usually wrong - there is truth in such suffering of a sort and good reasons to be depressed but when we are depressed we cannot recognize love very well - have a look at my suicide story in the "I battle depression" group - it may not speak to you but it will give you another perspectivge

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well i talk a lot and i ask questions. Someone say idk that they don't know what they feel others. Like my family don't show it even though they do they show it in a way that really doesn't feel like caring. Even though they keep me sheltered and food on the table. they know i cut myself but nothing has been done to help me. Friends don't understand. I know when i die then everyone will be more concerned. Just like when an Artist dies people seem to be more concerned about his art. But when he or she is alive it's like whatever. Which i think is very stupid. But who cares right. Your nothing until people find out oh she killed herself!

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it's true what you say but hardly the only truth, or the highest - i don't mind if you want to PM me if you seriously want to talk about this but it might take me a couple of days to answer - i am not a shallow person and if i'm not in the right mood to do justice to a message i will wait until i am

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because i have some limited adult content on my profile i can't respond to your PM - i'll paste the link below

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soups just answer my question......what will you achieve after death if others care or say oh she killed herself?

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i speak my truth as one who has very seriously considered suicide - what more can i do imurfriend?

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sorry - i'm tellingly defensive

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even i am trying my best from many days....and i know i will do my best...thanks for your try:)

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we all are defensive @one or the other time:)

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