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Pot will help, but it's temporary. Later, you will be more depressed because of it.
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I surely cannot believe what I am reading, this person want to die, the reason does not matter, but saying get ``some help`` well people I ask from where??? Who give a **** about anyone, not you god fearing apes that’s for sure, and saying I love you to a stranger does not help, if you really loved this stranger enough you would take them in to your home and make them feel like a god. But no, oh no you creeps make me sick. A message on a web site and that makes you feel all good inside.<br />
The person wants an answer, so if you don’t know the answers then go bother a cat or something easy. <br />
So the solution, find a metal plating shop, they have two chemicals, one is tricoeithine, I don’t know the correct spelling sorry, it is a liquid, heat it and breathe deeply, you will unconscious soon and later demise. The other chemical is Cyanide; they use it for cleaning and allsorts. Just hang around long enough and you will see where they keep it, just help yourself. It works quickly.<br />
Apart from that do a Michael Jackson, ok he was mega rich and had a doctor get it for him, but hey failing that find an old aged pensioner, steel all their drugs and take the lot.!<br />
I am from the UK so using a gun is out as we don’t have any. But if your from the USA then you should be falling over them, if you know any crazy ex army guys or (vets) then the ultimate best way is a hand grained. Its instant and you cannot survive it.<br />
If like me you don’t know any junkies, then I suggest to go find one and buy enough smack to kill an army. At least you will get a wizard trip on the way out.<br />
Why am I so keen to tell you this? Well because I don’t want to live either, but why should so many insincere bastards try and stop you, if they really want to help you selflessly then they should help you on your way, not block you.<br />
So any Christians who pray every day and do no frigging good to any one, keep your unhelpful nose out and stop bothering people, And that goes for any other religious self deluded idiots. <br />
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I really liked your advice. I am saying though that all christians are not perfect and I am proudly a christian. But every night I fight demons and I feel like taking my life because it's too much. I just wanted to say how christians are regular people who hurt too.
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We care. We care because many of us have empathy, and we care because many of us may have known someone who took there life. We could not take this person into our home, just like we really can not take every struggling stranger or even acquaintance into our home, not without actually helping them at least. Imagine a home who's owners takes in every troubled human, whether or not they care it would not help. All we can do is reach out to the people who are struggling close to us, but even then there is a limit to the amount...Today I had a glimpse of what it felt like to want to take my life. I felt this way because I was furious/sad about all the people who I felt didnt give a shyt about me. But then I started thinking about the amount that I relied on there care, for my self love. No one will ever be able to make us feel cherished unless we start cherishing ourselves. Our mentality wont even have the ability to take in the warmth when given. Focusing our attention on others reactions to our pain, is merely a distraction from the pain itself. We are alone in this world it is true, but are as alone as they are.
I suppressed the need to keep direct messaging whoever is on here.
Because I know while trying to convince others that they are important, I will only feel helpless. I must leave and start focusing on myself. There is no need to support there darkness or there light. I must and will just work on mine. The balance of my light and dark will balance itself out as soon as I realize that I am the only one who can cradle them.
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If you rendered your flesh and bones down to their chemical constituents, they would be worth about as much as a packet of cigarettes. Is your life this worthless? I recently emerged from the long slow suicide of alcoholism after years of AA, CBT and the like, some of which was helpful, other bit decidedly not so. The reason I no longer wish to kill myself is quite simple. Something is better than nothing.
I've almost everything, making people laugh, helping others by makin them happy. The problem is nobody wants my company anymore. Even my own family gets mad when i make a joke. They are annoyed by my presence.
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oh, tell me about inheritance. when my folks died, house was left to the siblings. TO protect it from creditors, we agreed to put it in the name of one sibling. Now that sibling OWNS the house and we are tenants (unwelcome tenants at that). Yep-cash trumps family every time.
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I totally wanna die too... this world is ridiculous. Hope isnt enough, I dont want to end up homeless or slaving away in some meaningless job I hate or continuing to be let down by life. I have no job, was moved all the way out to California from New York by a malicious ex boyfriend who sold me dreams and now here in San Francisco I might have been infected with HIV by even more malicious and evil men who care nothing about my well being. I am a african american transgender woman and I have been struggling for so long I dont have the energy or strength to go on. MY family disowned me, nobody cares (even if they do, there isnt much that they can do) and I'm so tired. It feels like every day is borrowed time and I'm tired of wondering about tomorrow. I just want to end it all today. I'm so poor and i dont even have health insurance so its not like I have any access to weapons or medicine... i literally have 0 dollars.... luckily i have internet access but who knows how long that is even for. I hate in here in SF and i miss NY but even in NY i thought about suicide constantly. I havent had a job in 3 years and i dont know what is going to happen. And now i might have ******* HIV, like seriously??? could I be any more of a ******* statistic. I've been homeless before and i might be again. All you bastards out there wanting to kill yourselves because mommy didnt buy you a car or because some jerk broke your heart can suck my d!ck. I've tried everything and ive had some success in life, but nothing lasts forever. Nothing is sustainable. as I said, all borrowed time. I'm pretty sure I've experienced as much as I'm ever going to in life and its time for this ride to be over. there were some good times but distant memories is all they are. Now i can kiss the prospect of any kind of love life goodbye if im a positive broke black transsexual. Its like a death sentence. discrimination at every turn, apparently unemployable even though i struggled to get a college degree from a rather prestigious university and now i pretty much owe them my first ******* born. ******* are hitting me up on Facebook asking me to pay back loans, to send them even 10 dollars. if i had ten dollars id buy myself a ******* pack of cigarettes. ******** in the street yell obscenities at me telling me they want to "**** my ***" and when i curse them out they call me a "faggit", seriously??? Youre the faggit! I hate people. Everyone is selfish and self absorbed. The ones who want to help cant because even they dont have ****, and the people who have **** help with stipulations: a tax write off, a feeling of being a "good person", or whatever the ****. If anyone really wants to help they will shoot me in the head while im sleeping and dump my body in the bay. Or ship me some poison and a **** ton of sleeping pills. Get me the **** out of here. I hate this miserable existence.
i get how you feel. i agree about people doing things and then calculating how their charity benefits THEM. Everyone IS selfish and self abs0rbed. it is a screwed up world and people are generally neutral or mean. I dont see much human goodness. the only place I ever felt real affection was from my pets. and they are gone now. I have learned to hate most people because most are pretty damn hateful: critical, nasty, sarcastic, disloyal, users r power mongers. A few --very few--have been genuinely good and kind. But there are not enough good people to make up for the rest of the ME ME ME folk out there.
I too am looking for a method to die.<br />
Google led me here.<br />
It funny, there are a number of people who say call for help....who do you call??? I have been put on hold by suicide help lines and have been accused of being drunk by suicide help lines.
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You can at least tell us what is going on for you to make life so miserable that you want to end it..
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Please call someone for help. NOW.
omg why r u so depressed.. okay thats a stupid Q coz i was feeling the same in the morning ....
im 15, have parents and a younger brother. mom hates me, dad loves me. but hes not around much
basically, im pissed off, frustrated and dont know who to talk to. u guys seem like the ones who are feeling like me now.
i know this guy. weve been together for 6 months. we really like each other. but we live across the country, some 6000 miles between us. and we cant meet each other due to various reasons. this long distance is hurting me. not seeing him is slowly killing me. but i really love him. i need him but i cant have him. since im not gonna be seeing him any time soon and also our parents are against it and i cant live without him, its better to die right? but i dont want to spoil the family name. girl feelings. how can i do it to make it look like a natural death? please guys, ur my only hope. help me out...
ps: painless way please :)