My boyfriend is a sociopath (or so people say...). He's waving his hand to you.
He does 'care' about me, even though mostly for his own self-satisfaction. The same way human care about their favorite porcelain, bonsai tree, car, etc. We love and care about each other, but not too emotionally attached, at least not in conventional sense. For me, an AvPD who's stressed out by emotional intimacy, this kind of relationship is perfect. We're bond together by our mental defects, haha. :)
OK, who we killing?
His days of annoying people are almost over. ;)
I'll talk to you.
What you're "going through"? Do you have the expectation that a "psychopath" will care or have some interest to help?
If you're serious, start with the groups - search for psychopath/sociopath. There will be ramblings aplenty, which you may be just adding to if this is an example, but its a start.
a clinically diagnosed aspd sufferer? i see. i have bpd - usually incorrectly called "sociopathy", pleased to meet you!
im glib and dont maintain many deep relationships since those are extremely problematic. i self medicate with drugs and drinkng like an idiot, and i basically sheild myself from caring about people , for fear of abandonment (it makes it seem like im a cold , evil person, to most people, i dont come off like this at all online though, its much easier to be "normal" through a screen)
i do well in the real world already haha (i guess ;) ) and yeah thats the differance between bpd and aspd bpd has alot of love/hate simulataneosu thinkng. which causes one to never want the "loved " one to leave, but also simultaneously "hate" them. its very ****** up. id type more but you can just look it up - borderline personality disorder.
true! the ends justify the means, im sure you agree.
the majority? yes very much so. , although as a moral nihilist and a believer in logic im bound to give every individual a fair chance to prove me wrong, but on a real level, few do. were not evil, we just weigh the world differently.
ahh, but when you do find those people, its like a breath of air in a smoke filled room. do you find yourself to be unhappy mostly? i tend to swing wildly but again thats bpd for you, and im generally polite and pleasant with strangers and people im not very close to, i think this is where we may differ and why you may have aspd and not bpd. (not diagnosing, just speculating)
Are you sure you're a psychopath? Because they usually have the intelligence not to post murder plans online. Did I hear you want help? A psychopath usually cannot be helped, nor would a true psycho want help. So goodluck. I'm going to assume you're a narcissist looking for attention. Here you go :p
How do you feel about your family members? Nothing at all?