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I was his online air bag, a friend and felt love. He promised but he still committed suicide. Why? I cried for 3 rs now

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Asked By: pomaddbank 26-30, F  2 months ago

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    EdouardMoreau - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by EdouardMoreau Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:43AM

    The love you mentioned before, committed suicide?.. Are you 100% sure about it?

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  1. pomaddbank - 26-30 years old - female

    Reply by pomaddbank Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:59AM

    the first attempt he sent me suicide letter and her sister become my source of info about him drowning. His sister and I are good friends and she also confides to me. On his next attempt he got overdosed,i was woken up by his sisters msg that they are going to hospital again, it was dawn and felt I have gven up. He didnt keep his promise. His sister sent me hs burial pic and d msg for me she found on his brother's bed. She d pic of hs brother's hand wrtng and sent to me. His sister and I were left chattng for several months until I askd some space that I cant bare chattng with her as I remember him. Whch I regret. I didnt get d peace I wanted and felt more terrible. I askd for forgveness for being selfish. But she got cold towards me. We exchange few emails for anothr yr but last year she stoppd communictng with me. I have occasional attacks that I suddnly cry and missng her a lot. I have acceptd her brothr is gond but I just want to talk to her so bad

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  2. EdouardMoreau - male

    Reply by EdouardMoreau Mar 10th, 2013 at 6:09AM

    Cant you try to explain that the pain was just too much to carry for you at that moment and talking to her only reminded you of it? Maybe you already did. I can understand how both of you felt in that situation. I guess it was too intense for you and felt like a betrayal to her. Its so damn hard losing someone. I have had people commit suicide too in my life. It leaves you with a much different grief than dying a more natural death. Maybe it will help you with your grief if you can somehow feel that you can enjoy/discover life for yourself of course, but also for the people who are not here anymore. It is to honor them. They would not want you to be broken because they were. Im not religious so im not able to say that your friend is in paradise with angels, but i can say, that i dont believe he is in a place where he is hurting. You can honor your own life by living it and honor his by remembering him and take joy in your own life. If he was a good man, he would not want you to despair or feel broken. Its allright to cry sometimes though. Suicide is such a hard way of losing someone.

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7 Answers to "I was his online air bag, a friend and felt love. He promised but he still committed suicide. Why? I cried for 3 rs now"

  1. guitarjammer - 22-25 years old - male

    Posted by guitarjammer Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:44AM

    That's terrible there is a girl on here who helps me get through my depression is never go off myself on her she's put a lot of effort into helping me

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  2. Desiderius - 41-45 years old

    Posted by Desiderius Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:49AM

    People do what they have to do. It is not your fault or responsability. He had to want to live for himself and not for you. Maybe he just did not see how anymore.

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  3. freeed - 61-65 years old - male

    Posted by freeed Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:48AM

    There is no answer to why. It's OK to cry. :(

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  4. Adstars - 41-45 years old - male

    Posted by Adstars Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:46AM

    That’s terrible. :(((

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  5. BigbadGus - 36-40 years old - male

    Posted by BigbadGus Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:46AM

    My uncle killed himself over ten years ago. It still ****** me off. He hurt a lot of people.

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  6. Dan193 - 18-21 years old - male

    Posted by Dan193 Mar 10th, 2013 at 5:45AM

    R.I.P. =_=

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