Read the Quran. There are many things written in there scientific things and miracles about the universe. It may not answer all your questions but it will answer many of them. <br />
Here you can listen and read in Arabic and English
Read the Quran with an open mind and as if God is speaking to you because The Quran is the true word of God. It is written mostly in the first person God to Mohammad (s.a.w.) and the people. Hope you enjoy it. The first chapter is very short The Opening, but the 2nd chapter is the longest The Cow. Baqara. The chapters at the end of the Quran are short. The chapters of the Quran are organised in the length so long ones at the front and short ones at the back.
I can't teach you, as I don't know these secrets, but if you take 5 dried grams of psilocybin-containing mushrooms, maybe the mushroom can teach you...
All the power to you not to do them. :) I'm personally afraid of them too, but I knowingly gamble with my sanity in exchange for what I've gained from them. They're not for everyone, they're not to be toyed with, and they're not without risk.
Everything you see has its<br />
roots in the unseen world
Love yourself. Love everyone, including your enemies. Pursue knowledge. That's all that life is.
What's the magic word? (-:
No cause its a SECRET!!