no parent wants there child gone before them- they would NEVER get over it and it will ruin the rest of their lives- not to mention the forever in HELL part for you. move somewhere different, another state or back w parents if you are having financial probs. things get better- don't dwell- distract yourself from bad thoughts-
nothing is worth suicide- read alot of books on it- there have been those that attempted it- died and were revived- they went to hell- they described horrors, where thise who died naturally and were revived- described beautiful valley and seeing their dead relatives and happiness- or otherwise heaven. read 23 minutes in hell. its a true story a guy wrote. heaven is real there are plenty of books by people who died and went there and came back and also those who went to HELL- as bad as anything is on earth it's 100 years of it max- HELL is forever suffering.
what happened to your baby....and don't go
hopefully something they don't see. no parent wants their child to die before they do.
oh no! i'm sorry. that's so horrible.
that IS horrible- but you will see them again when you die naturally- if you commit suicide- you won't see them again (all children go to heaven)
sorry to hear. :(