It is natural to want to fight against the diagnosis..It means your perception of what is real is not working very well right now...get on and see the psychiatrist and take the medication and in time things will settle down
I have also been told I have schizoaffective disorder. Why don't I believe it! I sometimes think I just made it all up in my head but I can't do things a normal person can. I qui my job cuz I was having a breakdown. I don't know what to do. It seems like all te people I know are getting gov assistance don't need it but when I apply there's a million questions cuz I look normal on the outside. I hate my life. I'm still figurin if suffering is better than death.