If you are seriously suicidal, yes. Will you promise me that you won't kill yourself until you can find a professional to help you? There are many ways to get help. Keep looking until you find some. A suicide help line will probably have the best information for you. Secondarily talk to your school counselor if your parents are not listening to you.
sounds normal to me
I would go to the hospital then if you feel you are a danger to yourself. I almost had to go to one.