Wow, back with another new account. And he/she thinks we won't know it's the same old, same old.
I'm aware of how this freaks you out. In fact it seems to have driven you insane. You should really talk to a psychiatrist about this. Your big problem isn't your obsession with SHC, it is the danger of being locked up for life in a padded cell.
As it did by almost all that read about it at your age - then they caught on that what they were reading was bullsh!t
Good - then go ask someone who has experienced it and get to the source of the flames - the human body is 50 to 75% percent water - pound your head on the wall until it catches fire
Don't you understand you have a better of a fever killing you and this obsession will drive you nuts for no good purpose - the problem is you cannot let go of it - and you are the only one who can do that - it's going to be you burning your insides out worrying about something that I'll bet my life you have no chance of seeing proved or disproved - you're too young to be so self consumed and you're destroying your own mind
That prevalent, huh?
I'd love to see that caught on camera; everything else is, these days.