If seeking professional help for depression could take years, what is the point.
I couldn't find this question anywhere. Maybe the wording was off. Anyways I've been in and out of doctors offices for over seven years now, with a plethora of drugs shoved at me with no avail. As some of my writing on here shows, I've been thinking of death a lot. In all honesty I can't feel like this for another year, month, week... The past week specifically I can barely keep myself from throwing up and have a hard time eating. Extremely fatigued as well. I'm extremely desperate. I must have typed in hundreds of google searches now about every aspect of anxiety/depression and suicide.