I'd go somewhere with nice weather I could get lost and keep a quite life
I would have never got mental illness and I never would have lost my family and everything else. I would have gone to all of my son's swim meets. I would have been a better mother. My ex-husband would have never left and taken my son. We would all be one happy family. My brother and I would have a nice relationship instead of him hating me. My mother would still be alive and my father wouldn't have moved to England.
Basically everything would change.
Get into stuff at younger age, do stage things.