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I've always had a vision of a woman in a hallway outside of a sick room. There's a candle burning lowly on the creme colored wall above her, she's exhausted. The ceiling is very high--like in the old-style houses. The hallway is also somewhat narrow and ends at the door outside of which she stands. She is in a nightgown. Her hair is dark. She is barefoot. Though I can't ever see inside the room, I know someone is sick--very sick--and/or dying inside of there. The dying person is this woman's lover/husband. I am also inclined to believe that the person died. I have had this vision for as long as I can remember. It isn't a dream so much as it is a memory.



In my life, I've always been searching for the person who died. I feel sad all the time, and I've always felt sad--for as long as I remember. I cannot find this person, and I so desperately want to. I feel like I've always been searching, since I was born.

I wonder if I was this woman in another life.

Nice question, I wonder at times too...

I think I must have been many things in many different lives, guessing from the mixed streams of thought patterns I find in myself...

A priest
A prostitute
Someone connected with Jesus (although I am a Hindu now)

A teacher