If you were lonely and forgotten wouldn't you feel it inside as well? Both alternatives are rather horrible though.
anddd inhale,,,, hmm yeh man thats tight,,,, andd exhaleee ....
I think so.<br />
If you can't keep yourself company at least then it gets very dark very quickly. It's my birthday coming up and I was contemplating inviting people over. Im not going to bother as since I moved away I have been forgotten. <br />
For the first time ever, I am God with hanging out by myself.
That's "good" with hanging out by myself.
I find myself thinking consuming thoughts of what happened. How am I alone after 18 Yeats? What is my son doing 1300 miles away from me and the life he has always known. <br />
Will I ever love again? Am I worthy of being loved? Ya, I think, I wonder and I contemplate where life goes from hear. Lonely is me and it never was in my 50 Yeats before now. <br />
Best to all!
Me too having the same feeling