Ok its perectly fine to have this feeling because everyone has different feelings. I am a guy who really really really (i could continue for ages) wants to be a girl just because i want to wear makeup and because im always th weakest boy...so yea...andi cant do anything about it... i sometimes ask my mum if i can have some private time in her room and i help my self... i feel pleasure with that but to you it may not. just be yourslef at home as much as you want to be.... hope this helps
Just accept how and who you are and live it to the fullest.
You can get a sex change man
Being who you are doesn't mean you have the wrong body. Being who you are includes your body. You can wear a dress and still be a male. That's not what the sexes mean. You will always be a male no matter what you do. You can still do what you want, but you should accept that fact.
Sometimes I feel like I am a lesbian.<br />
I don't wanna dress up or anything like that.<br />
But Iv'e got a lesbian video at home.<br />
And I'm a little confused... because there is not a thing in that video that I wouldn't do to those girls myself. :)<br />
As for your situation.... each to their own.<br />
But if I was you... I would look into the physcological side of it. To me a need or want like that, would have some sort of physcological reasoning as to why you want that in the first place.<br />
Maybe you could fullfill that need without having to play that role. Your choice though.