Your as much a lesbian as all the other dudes that used to be in aol chat rooms back in the day
If a guy were to ask this same question they'd be considered a perv....and what's with all these phucking lesbians anyway?....my sister claimed she was a lesbian....she and I hung out all the time, I knew her circle of gay gals...and male friends too...she liked guys just as much as she did girls...thing is she couldn't let her lesbian circle know she was on both sides of that fence....other wise they'd ostracized her and forced her to make a choice...she chose both...but kept it a secret...Get this....most of the Lesbians I know, secretly like men....but will NEVER admit it openly....WTF?....
I know but you don't have to post the same thing several times stick to one question and good luck.
That sucks. I hope it's working for you now. And that you find someone ofcourse :D
ima say...43, male, more hair on balls than head