I'm a new sub and I'm scared of my Dom. What should I do?
I feel terrified about talking to my dom. I'm very new as a sub and I'm always afraid that I'm going to say something that will frustrate him for choosing the "idiot sub" instead of someone experienced with more common sense. Plus, he is very nice but he visibly gets irritated or impatient when he has to tell me the same thing more than once or if it takes many tries for me to understand what he's trying to say. Also, I always feel scared even talking to him because everything I say he always asks for details. I know it's to get to know me, but it's scary if I have to tell him something embarrassing or private because I can't lie about it. For example, if I tell him I feel weird, he will ask why do I feel weird. Then when I tell him why, he'll want to know everything like what thoughts are going through my mind, what I was doing before and after I felt weird, etc. etc. I don't know what to do! I want to please him, and I really like him, and I want him to keep me. What should I do??