Yes, it's normal. Especially if you like him more than you are admitting to both him, and yourself. However, for your age, and I am being sincere not judgmental, I would advise you to leaving it as a dream for now, as you are young and there will be plenty of time for these complicated situations. Enjoy your youth n you become because when you become an adult, life will have too many complications at times. You are still maturing, enjoy that, you will come into your own a lot sooner than you think. Good luck.