Stop trying to impress people. You'll never be happy that way. Be who you are, enjoy school, and hang out with your awesome friends. Happiness is a choice.
Are your parents having personal problems and your in the firing line maybe?
I'm not trying to judge, but I don't think such parents could ever love anyone. And which other people are you referring to? Frankly, it's only a few more years of your hell, then you get to leave and move to college or university, away from those terrible people that you have to call your parents. So, be strong, focus on the stuff that you have, rather than what you don't. Time is the best healer.
your parents dont hate you and people will always judge