I'm getting Married!!! OMG!!! I'm I really ready?
Okay. I just found out I'm getting married within the next 3 months and I think I may be having cold feet. I'm only 21 years old and most of my freedom has disappeared in this relationship about 2 years ago. I haven't seen any of my friends at ALL and my family time has decreased from before. I know with the marriage it'll all disappear within a month and that's what I'm scared of. I miss my family soo much and not ready to leave just yet. Especially b/c my dad doesn't look like he'll be around much longer and he needs me even more helping him around the house. I tried talking to her but she gets mad, saying I'm just backing out of it, but I'm not. I just want to help my family and finally get a career going once I finish college. I really love her and would never do that to her. I actually see myself spending my life with her, but not so soon. I just don't know what to do... Any suggestions on bringing this up in a logical way?