Blow it....as usual.
Ask you for a definition of what the first chance entailed
try to do whats right this time
*your name* I'm sorry. I know I blew my second change but please take me back, I'm so sorry!<br />
Process repeats until you say no<br />
In reality I would have just done everything I could do not to blow it
Make the most of it...
meh.. lets roll
Not go back to my old ways of creating insecurity issues that don't exist.
Try to live to the fullest
run with it...
staying true to form will probaly blow that too
blow it like i did the first time.. tiz a vicious circle i run in :)