My heart beats, and that is not enough.
It's interesting to think about addiction, particularly how it bleeds into everything else. Almost everything becomes an escape, another high. Nothing is clean or free; the substance overshadows and corrupts everything.
Speaking only for myself,I use to survive most of you.Most of you are insane,heading for oblivion,which I do not wish to see,but am powerless to change.You community mob me,use every dirty trick known against me,lie and deceive.Then in your insanity,you consider me to be the "undesirable".So I use what gets me through you,and your hatred.
Thanks for reading it in the right spirit :)
You like whatever it is. That's as simple as it gets.
Low self esteem; caused by poor parenting.
excellent question!! as the mother of an addict, i'm looking forward to reading the answers myself!