Go to a homeless shelter. They have social worker that help you get on your feet. They have access to all the programs that can help you.
It is a struggle for sure. I was in a church, but I have to say, there was stigma there too. <br />
God used non- Christians to help me too. I spend much work asking God to heal me heal psychologically from past childhood wounds, and those from a marriage to an abusive person. <br />
Those negative self- concepts I held took years to de-tangle. I fought hard to gain a sense of dignity within myself- and not letting all the forces in culture label me. Society has lots of labels that do stigmatize groups of people, prejudices that attribute certain circumstances to assumed character traits.<br />
I know its painful, especially because it took me years to realize I had internalized some of the lies.<br />
I pray you are led to the right people who see in you a beautiful woman who is strong, loving which much to offer the world, to see the you inside your circumstances.<br />
I also pray for your courage and strength..there are many predators out there looking for those to take advantage of..I met many of them..and God protected me. <br />
I pray for your well being and for your children. No matter what circumstances you find yourselfs in, you are not less than anyone.<br />
Fed your soul..with nature,prayer,loving wise thoughts, dancing, art, writing..whatever way Spirit has given you to gain inner strength.Praying for you!