I'm not in love with him, he's in love with me and we live together. How do I leave?
This summer, and old friend and I were reunited. Then, he was given an opportunity to move to my city. We had both decided to entertain the possibility of "us". He decided to move to my city. To save money we agreed to move in together. The day I moved in, I knew the relationship felt wrong. I tried to leave, but he cried, made me feel horrible for convincing him to move to be with me and told me to try to make it work.
Well, it's been four months, and I've done everything I thought would make me happy. We work out together, cook meals together, save money, go dancing, even go to church (and he's an atheist!) But, I don't call my friends. I don't even talk to my mom. I cry at night.
We live together. He loves me. He doesn't want me to leave. I feel like I can't. I'm 23 and I want to get married (potentially, someday, but can this work?) and marriage is all about compromise, but is it really this miserable? Please help.