I'm spending my youth waiting for my marine boyfriend to come home.WhatIf I'm wasting my time and it won't be worth it?
By wasting my time I mean that I am basically incapable of focusing on anything but his absence. It's starting to really affect me. You would think it gets easier but it really doesn't and i just can't stand the thought of having to say goodbye continuously for the next 3.5 years.
I just miss him a lot. There's just a lot going on right now. All I want is to be with him and see him in person. Even freaking letters have gotten expensive, 98cents for a regular letter to japan. AH.