In need of some true advice right now peope have told me about this site and said it is useful so i'm realy hoping so.
I am more heartbroken then you coud ever imagine right now. I had been with my partner for 2 years almost and he had been the most amazing support you coud ever imagine throught everything. We have a 4 week old daughter and he left me 3 days ago saying he didn't love me anymore and just can't do it and that he has tried his best but it can't work. We used to be the happiest couple ever and he was always so sweet everyone was so jealous. I got diagnosed with depression when i was 6 months pregnant and had been taking zoloft anti depressant. When i was 3 months pregnant i began to treat him terribly and say awful things to him and bring him to tears and he was never ever nasty back he always tried to make me feel better andforgave me. well 2 days before i had our daughter i stopped the anti depressants thinking things were perfect :(when we got home i just got worse but never ever meant it he is now gone and i have been told i have post natal depression but he just doesn't understand :( I really want him back i feel like my life is over i miss my fiance so so much i wish i never got depression. I hate myself so so much :( I asked him to try with me again and that i am getting help but he said he has made his decision and that it's final. I truly love him with all my heart and have never felt this broken i know i deserve this considering the way i became but i never meant it. I wish i wasn't such a screw up.. What can i do to make things right???