hmmm. ect-well it's hard to get unless you have some kind of schizoid thing going on, at least in my experience. Suicide attempt survival? All of my failed attempts were failures due to lack of knowledge about what will actually kill you. Lucky me, I avoided things that it's reasonably possible to survive while severely damaging yourself. Why? Are you planning something?
Talk to me first, ok?
If you need it, you need it. Especially for the kids' sake.