Is falling in love really that good
I've never dated or did anything romantic with a woman, and even worse I'm 30. My therapists have always wanted me to wait until I wasn't depressed, and I've waited. But I wonder if I'm depressed because I've never had any kind of a relationship. I think about it many times a day. You get to a certain age and wonder if there isn't something seriously wrong with yourself as it seems everyone I knew is married and I'm still waiting for when I'll be ready for my first date, I don't even know if I'm capable of loving a woman. I see a woman who is attractive and wonder what it would feel like to get to be near her. I wonder if there is some kind of therapy for this. I went to several therapists and they couldn't set anything up for me to practice talking to women, they said it was too close to prostitution and they could get in trouble for it. Why is it so complicated?
I'm not even that depressed anyway, I just feel bored with life and work, and REALLY nervous around women.