Use Protection from now on
Aaawww! Don't be scared. It is a big job to be a young mother - I was your same age when I had my first, and the father DID leave me (good-he was abusive). The trick is this: do as many things that 'go-along' with your baby's life as you can. Sleep when she sleeps (?), eat when she eats, get your errands done while she is awake and playful. Use caution with sitters!!! ALWAYS do background checks on them, and ask for references. LOOK at the place your child will be kept: is it dirty? Disorganized? Are there too many children? Does the sitter appear well-groomed, sober, likable? NEVER leave your child with someone that makes your gut tell you NO. If you must pay more for a good sitter, then do so. Get a job, and a car that runs. Rent out a cheap or subsidized apt. You can do one bedroom for now, and share it with the baby. Inbox me if I can help you any more.
This man is TOXIC, and should have no part in your life. I don't know if this is possible, but if you can, go to the courthouse and get full, temporary (until a court date) custody of your baby. Get a restraining order at the same time, so that he is not allowed near you or your baby (make sure the order reflects you AND the baby). As far as custody goes, literally the parent who has the child can get temporary custody. Do this BEFORE he has a chance. Then, when all is said and done, and you have a moment to breathe easy, put the baby in a stroller and take her for a walk on a nice day, and just relax with her. :)
Well just because you and the father aren't together doesn't make you a single mum, it just makes you single. As long as he is taking responsibility, you are not a single mother.
Its not bad ..is just not easy
It's not bad, but it is not good either. Sorry to hear that.
My wife raised 4 kids by herself,( didn't know me yet ),... You can do it
most friends i had, had single parents, me included. it's not as bigger deal as some might think
No. Single parents can still be great parents.