Is it normal to still be intensely sad, almost 3 years after the death of my father?
I was 15 when he died, and I turn 18 in a couple months. I was super close with him, but then my parents got divorced and he moved. I stopped talking to him almost completely. He was exactly 30 years and 2 weeks older and this year (my senior year) was supposed to be really special for us. I feel like I should be over it by now, but every time I hear about all the things that senior year entails, I want him here (despite his many colossal screw ups.)