Is it stupid I wrote my baby a letter? I miscarried 1/10/13 Would give anything in the world to hold my baby just once
As your mama I love you more than anything in this world, I will never hold you in my arms but for the time that I knew about you I cherished you more than life itself. I believe that even though you never got to see this amazing world that somewhere someone is holding you and giving you all the love I wish I could. I would give anything to hold you just once. Someday we will be reunited and I will hold you right next to my heart where you belong. I feel deep shame and guilt that I was unable to hold onto your life. I will always hold you close to my heart and remember you as my first. Your daddy loves you too. I would have given you the world if only I had the chance. I would have loved to watch you grow and stand beside you through everything that this world could throw at us. We would have been such a team, me and you, and daddy too. I hope wherever you are that you are safe and loved and you have someone to sing to you.
With all my love