you have no choice so make it worth it
There's no point to it, there is no reason to live if we are going to die anyway, everything between is just suffering and rotting, no matter what we do in this shithole monkey infested planet we end up in the same damn place in the end, a stinking corpse in the ground and the pointless hell just keeps chugging spewing out another slave to take ones place. Eventually when the human species goes extinct all together nothing anyone ever did will matter at all. The universe cares nothing for our thoughts and feelings, or that anything exists here at all. random chaotic crap, and we all rot in a worthless hell hole in weak useless maggot flesh prisons.
Let me guess they just spewed the same damn **** like like you choose it (which is total crap) or "it's up to you to pull yourself out of this" (like someone can just magically change the nature of the universe with a snap of their fingers) and go see a therapist, (which is more of an insult) or the topper, bible quotes... and they are just spewing parrot repeat answers out of their *** because they don't know **** all.
Yeah I've been in three of those places, they are ******* idiots in there, all they want to do is make someone seem and act normal they don't care if one is being chewed alive in a slow hell inside just as long as you be a good little slave and follow the rest of the mindless grinning monkeys.
Tried hanging myself before, I was too much of a chickenshit to do it the way that brakes the neck though.
I react really badly to drugs, if I had one I liked though I would have tried ages ago. As for pills though I did eat a flipping fuckload of extra strength tylenol and one other almost laughable thing, but all it got me was high. Tried starvation, and discovered the damned body just keeps going and going on it's own, I only stopped that first time because I was worried I would go blind first. Second time I can't remember, I kinda blacked out or something, semi trying it again but it's going nowhere again.
Yeah I don't think they can either, I knew someone who both his parents tried booze and pills and I knew a epileptic kid that ate all his pills once (and he takes like 15 a ******* day of various types) and it still didn't off them either. I once devised a weird way that would involve that then electrocute myself while I slept, but it was overly weird I would botch it badly I bet. I'm not to big on pills though, my system is strange.
I used to cut when I was in a good mood. I've thought cutting my throat would be a good way, but I think I'm too much of a weak chickenshit to try it. I have no idea why hanging myself seems more appealing even after knowing what it feels like at least on one stage of it. I'm dancing around on the end there myself tonight too, I hate being so ******* weak to not just ******* leave this infested ball of filth planet.
Happiness is fleeting, but worth every moment you experience it.
yes, because no matter life brings you misery i'm sure there is a little fun there and of course god gave you that, to experience things :)
Of course it is.
I haven't killed myself yet so there must be something making my time alive worth it.
Absolutely! <br />
... bad, and good experiences are worth it.
Yes it is :)
I have done many things most people would never try.. and I say YES :)
It gets better
Absolutely! I won't go into detail unless you want me to c:
Well, there's your family. Sure they may seem "annoying" if you're a teen, but what about when you're older? When you relate to them? Siblings will always be your best friends, whether they like it or not (; If you have enemies, then kill them with kindness. It'll just make them look like the bullies. Think about your future. The great things you could do in life. Open an organization helping people everywhere, finding a cure for a well known disease, or even just raising a child to full potential. Think about your future family. Wife/husband, kids, pets. You will never know who you will marry if you stop living. Isn't the suspense killing you? There are reasons to live. You want to be there for people, and you will be. Just give it time. I don't know if this is about something completely different, but those are just a few things to keep living for. Things WILL get better, and if you want to message me or something about your issues, I'm sure I could google something c; haha jk but in all seriousness, message me or something (can you do that on this website?) if you want help or motivation. I already talked someone out of anorexia, I'm sure I could help you in some way, shape, or form.
Keep living c: