okay try to find another idol ^ ^
drink vampire blood if feel senses heighten drink human blood if not it didn't work.
well its not worth trying, the best secret is that start makeuping like a vampire feel it from inside n survive on food like (twilight: renesemme ).<br />
juz hav a feeling and dream a lot about it. hey kid u can try out other things also which r real and quite awsome.<br />
control ur dreams, learn kung fu n become a gud fighter(batman) , hypnotism,increase ur concentration power
ummm, there's lots of vampire supplies and make-up on clearence right now- you could at least look the part.
"Is there anyone who can turn me into a vampire?"<br />
However " May the Karma of those who have harmed you return to them with alacrity, so mote it be."<br />
*makes widdershins pentacle in the air*<br />
There ya go.
Seek professional help.