Gee, now I know you are gay and want more than a bit of a cuddle. You asked this a while back, with a different user name. This is either pathetic or trolling. Don't MAKE me flag you.
It didn't disappear, it is still there. GlobeWindV. If I can find it, so can you. You now have two accounts. Which is against the rules. Why a second account? Just to ask the same question. What's with the cuddling?
I see from your age that you are 18-21. If you look through the questions you'll notice its always young people who ask this sort of thing. So my advice would be to wait a couple years and the answer will come to you.