Is wanting to be hit by a boyfriend/girlfriend wrong?
I'm not into bondage or sadism or anything like that. But since I was young I have felt the need to be hit by someone else, especially when I do something wrong. I want to be put in my place, told what do to, and I want to be hurt physically. My sister says the reason is because of our mom (who was in an abusive relationship with my dad) but I only remember bits and pieces of their marriage so I can't see how that would effect me. Shouldn't it make me hate men and/or dating in general anyway? I'm not sure and I'm so confused by this.