Is westen really worthless?
Let me tell you something about myself , when I was younger everybody considered me boring everybody considered me lame. And people said I didn't do anything- so I deserved to die. at first I Didn't believe it was true I always did my best in school and paid attention in class even though most kids were failing. And smoking and getting girlfriends n stuff while I sat their alone wasn't invited to anything... My parents were always gone, my mother had to work and i was forced to take care of my adopted sister- (who wasn't even adopted my mother came home with a baby when I was 2!) my dad wasn't my idol in fact he was my worst enemy everyday since I was ten years old I cleaned and cooked dinner I did everything I was suppose to do! And I never Did anything wrong until middle school I was pressured and taken advenge of. It got so bad my patents found out and all my father did was laugh at me! He even told me I was lame that I was a little girl! I'm furious but I put up with it for years I feel like a magnet for bulls****! Finally when I was 15 he returned home JUST TO TELL ME TERRIBLE NEWS!! Marsha's real mother wanted her home, so my father wanted me to make sure I knew the 'real truth' about Marsha. Marshas good At ease dropping and heard everything she slammed the door and left to the train station where her so called mother was suppose to be. My father started laughing like it was so funny she was leaving.... I grabbed a knife and chopped off his noes and ran off to find Marsha I don't wanna go on about how important Marsha was I'm already crying its so hard to write.... My hand won't stop tumbling tears are forming at a non stop rate... Tears fall on my paper like rain drops finally unable to talk it anymore I forcefully wipe my whole desk off clean with only one hand I fall to my knees in years I actually cried me that's all I cried for my worry for my younger sister who left my father who's in the hospital I'm I really terrible? Where did I go wrong?