You lack the courage to ask the ones you're sexually attracted to, out.
Because it's a half way house. You hide behind the notion of 'friendship' so that you can have a place in their lives hoping that one day, one of them will say 'hey, I love you, you're amazing'. I find it a bit dishonest. I know a couple of men like this and they're always moaning that they're a "nice guy but women only like bastards" and what they fail to realise is, that the reason the (apparent) 'bastard' gets the girl is that the 'bastard' is being very honest and upfront about his intentions and has maturely accepted the possibility of rejection and still asks anyway.
If it works for you then don't sweat it! Maybe you feel bad because guys might be questioning what attracts the girls to you and might even be somewhat jealous ,their loss ,your gain ;D
Not weird atall, alot of guys get on better with girls :)
Maybe girls are easier to talk to, you don't have to hold back your emotions with them.
Girls are more social, open, and friendly. But, if you want true friends for life you must join a brotherhood.
Unless he likes hangin out with dikes.
You're just like me. There's nothing weird about it.