Everyone has bad times they go through but there is always a tomorrow seek out new opportunities and move forward
You and me both.
Believe it or not, you are the only person that can save yourself. It's a matter of finding a smile in a dark place. And you can. You have a bright smile. :D. Don't think about the bad. That may be who you have become, but it's not who you are.
No one can save you but yourself. You have to take a step up and find meaning to your life. There are people to help you but ultimately, it comes down to you. Don't have your future planned by someone else but create you own!
Well look at it this way. You have learned some lesson that some people don't learn till much later in life. You are ahead of the curve and will be better equipped as you become an adult to protect yourself from people that may want to take advantage of you. Just don't despair too much your pre adult years can seem overwhelming. Don't judge you current state as how your whole life is going to be. Trust me it is a roller coaster with many ups and downs to come.
The first step is stop living in the past. You're not there anymore. Learn from your mistakes and move on. This is some of what I've had to do.
Letting it out is good. Now that you have vented. Start building your new self. Loads of good wishes :)
you just also described me
Jesus. Ask him and you'll find out how great things can be. =) Prayers are with you