Loneliness, depression, terrible body image, and a non-existent self-esteem, what the helll do I do?
My loneliness caused my eating disorder, I assume everyone dislikes me because I'm not beautiful and perfect and skinny, my eating disorder makes me want to lose weight with 0 cals and exercise, but my S.A.D. makes me hungry and tired, so I sleep and eat, then wake up and want to cut myself and ya know what? Knowing all of this about me, my boyfriend broke up with me. Ha! I hope he hates me, because he has loaded the metaphorical gun and placed it harshly against my head.