Hmmm at 30 I was joyous with motherhood. My daughter became my entire waking moment and I regretted nothing. However the marriage was wrong from the start. But THAT is another story.
I am in my 60's. My mind has settled and I feel completed in my satisfaction, that this now is a new rebirth for me.
Looking for a new life in which to enjoy my sexual revolution with.
And to the OP. I have had my hair long. (a few times) I miss it but I get it to my shoulders and have to run and chop it off. I hate the in between stages.