Life happens. Just start over. Good things happens too.
Have you tried bowling ?
Take a deep breath and move forward.
Cheer up, old son. You are not alone. I have been divorced three times,went to prison for three weeks through my third divorce, lost two houses, through divorces, had to fight through the courts for a third house, which my partner was trying to take from me. That cost me thousands of pounds in legal fees. In the last recession, I lost my business through bankruptcy. I had a triple heart by-pass 10 years ago. I am suffering from the effects of asbestosis, and in February of this year, I suffered a slipped disc, which has trapped the spinal cord. The result of that being that I am in quite a bit of pain and discomfort and unable to get out and about without some help. That is making me a prisoner in my flat. The only thing that nobody has been able to, nor will they ever take away, is my sense of humour.<br />
My whole philosophy through life has been. If it's been done by a human being, then there is no reason why I can't do it. I'm in my late seventies, so there is hope for you yet...........PS. I loved Peza's answer. I found that really funny.