Losing myself and paying the price of attachment
This is the place that helped me get over my life's miseries 4 years back and now I am here again looking for souls that can understand me and help me get over this pain that I am going through since half an year. I befriended a girl, we grew into good friends very soon. We used to talk so much then came a day when I was upset and ended up yelling at her and that was it, since that day she has been ignoring me like strangers and the worst of all, she works in the same office as me. After that incident in the next one day she ignored at least 100 calls of me and I ended up apologizing to her multiple times. Many other of my friends suggested me to move on but I am so attached that I find it difficult to even pass by her desk without getting a thought of talking to her. She has been treating me very bad but I still end up going to her. She gets irritated with me so easily and the very next moment when I get upset and leave her desk, she laughs with other people.