My best friend read my facebook messages, and I was saying the nastiest insults about her... Any advice?
We were in a silent fight at the time.. I called her the bitchiest things in the book.
She read them and will not talk to me. I've sent her paragraphs after paragraphs of text messages, and she's responded, but only with things saying I'm mentally ****** up... I just don't know what to do with myself. She is slowly getting everyone to hate me. What can I do? Should I write her a letter? What is my best chance of getting her back? I told her it was due to jealousy and just anger over the silent fight.. I promised her nothing like it would ever happen again. She's softened, but not enough to be real friends or even communicate normally.
She had been a huge ***** to me beforehand and I needed to vent. I clearly didn't do it the right way, and I shouldn't have been saying that things I did. I realize it was a horrible thing to do, and I would take it back if I could, but I just feel so alone and I miss her so much. I said the things because I was just so angry in the moment and didn't think about the consequences. She hacked into my facebook and read my messages about her, after we had made up. By this time I had told everyone I had talked to about her that I was over it, and wanted to start fresh, and regretted saying everything I had said about her. But she saw them, and I feel so alone and miss her beyond belief. I know I don't deserve forgiveness, but I wasn't acting like myself which I typed those things.