My boyfriend broke up with me..
The problem is that I remember things too well when things go deep. Like a photographic memory..
We dated 2 years ago, were friends after the break up. We still had feelings for each other. Then we tried again.. And still all the memories are haunting me.. Everything he said, everything we did, the smell, the feelings, everything, still there..
Next time won't be so hard, 'cause I've learned a lot. But this was a big loss...
Saying "You'll get over it. There's always a next one." doesn't help!
Don't be stupid enough to think that I don't know that. I DO!! It just takes a long time for me to heal.
My last text to you..
"The next one in your life will be the luckiest girl in the world.. </3 I'm sorry for not being the best one for you.. I really wish I was. But all I do is scaring you off.. I'm sorry. You deserve better.. Don't cry. I'm crying for you. And I will for the rest of my life, for the loss of the one I deeply love from the bottom of my heart.. Don't forget how much I love you.. My fault again.. I'm sorry for everything. We'll meet again in Heaven.. <3 I hope you'll sleep well tonight. Goodbye, goodnight for good, my love..<3"
Don't worry.. Your name and our date is carved into my skin.. You'll always be there. With no regrets.. <3