My boyfriend just told me he has cancer and is dying. how do i deal with it?
my boyfriend distanced himself from a few days ago so i thought he had issues with me. but then when we fought earlier, he told me why he was acting that way. he has cancer. doesn't have much time to live. two months at most. he knew about it for a while and kept it from me because he was scared. i am so devastated and i don't know what to do. i am not mad at him, i'm scared. he's my first boyfriend i hoped he was my last. i love him so much. i don't know how to deal with this. they said there isn't any more hope but i'm not giving up on him. on anything. we live miles away from each other. he can't ride on airplanes anymore and i have school and i'm broke so i can't go to him. help me, please. i'm so restless right now and i don't know what to do. i can't even be there for him. he doesn't want anyone to see him sick and suffering. he wanted me to forget him and move on but i can't. we both know i can't. thank you