My boyfriend left for navy boot camp 2 weeks ago and I really need advice on how to deal with this heartache.
His name is john. I've been with him for 2 years and never spent a waking hour away from him. My heart feels like its slowly being ripped from my chest. I don't like staying in the house becuase everything reminds me of him. I try to write positive letters but my emotions get in the way and then the letter turns in to pain and i dont want him to feel my pain. I really need help with this. I thought I was ready for him to go, but when he walked out that door my heart sank. please any advice will help. If you know anything about what happens after boot camp please share your experiences. thank you.