My dad thinks his lectures never sink in, but I think about them all the time?
I haven't had a lecture for awhile, but instead of relief I feel like a big one is coming. These lectures have done me more harm then good cause they tend to pull down my self esteem. The lectures consist of me sitting there for several hours and being told whats wrong w/the way i live my life. Many times things are blown out of proportion. Sometimes off the wall things are said I was shocked when my dad told me that even druggies have more to show then me (what?). I do not do drugs or drink in excess btw. I love my dad and really proud of the way he raised me, but this is one thing I hate the most. Also he is a person who does no wrong so talking about how I feel isn't possible (I tried once and it became another lecture). How can I heal myself from these lectures and not think about them everyday?