your depression has left you with a completely skewed view of reality. there's always someone to listen.
commit to helping someone else at least once a day whether you feel like it or not. after you've managed to do that for two weeks running, re-assess. it's not "just" anything. get out of your own head and into the world.
find help. find somewhere to go every day where there's someone to talk to. tell your family. tell your doctor.
be more forceful in your requests for assistance. they clearly don't understand the depth of the problem.
love yourself...god has gifted u a life.learn to make use of it.u are a person whose place can be taken by noone in this world.know your importance...play your role.leaving this world,death...these all are ridiculous thinking
What?! Oh please, get a grip. Listen to yourself. If you are not willing to listen to you, why would you expect anybody else to? You need to be your own best friend.
There is one answer the worms in the ground are very hungry. They are waiting 6feet under.
I don't think you've tried