Just do what she says (unless it's a sin)until you can either get your own job and leave or get married and leave.
Only the nicest thing my mom has said to me in all my 18 years was "i ******* hate you!"
I understand and I care and you have the strength to hang in there until you can free yourself. Eventually you will understand that you don't have to let her hurt you. You will know that you are you and she is she and that her problems are hers and you don't need to allow her actions to affect you. Until then, it can, indeed, be very difficult. <br />
Are you the only one she punishes when you displease her, or does she also hurt someone else whom you love? Have you thought about talking to your school counselor?
Kids helpline or idk call police or tell someone you can't let her be this unfair to you
There r many parents who r like that. Better get outta there while you can