Physically I'm usually 15-20 which makes my depression go to 10. But with the meds I go to a 3....I'd never take my own life....just wish nature would take a quicker course sometimes :-(
My pain has be to the point of being suicidal, but have worked very hard to be a 3
I'm usually at a 4 most of the time meds help, but when it gets higher I'm not a happy camper.
It's sad when there is enough people out there to answer this question. I'm sorry everyone. Hope you continue having good days.
Hows about 9 on cloud 9 ?
I've either killed myself or not....
Huh I thought 1=cloud nine, so I am good.
Um I think you got your scale reversed. you said 10 was nearly suicidal and 1 was cloud nine
mine is about a 7 or near 8. i tried to take my life so many times. but i got tired of trying.. its like sometimes i lose the will to live and id prefer to be taken away. instead of taking myself away. im too much of an introverted hermit. who no one hangs with cause im "whiny" or "annoying", or whos "depressing".. i tend to annoy friends online unintentionally. even old ones. but i end up coming off as a ghoul. ignored me on fb, and i kinda tried to give a quick hello on her instagram, but i end up feeling like this spineless, idiotic ***..... i dont smile alot. im just a mellow guy. and i dont smile cause there isnt much for me to smile about.... im just too spineless and i wish i was cool, outgoing, fun. i wish i wasnt such this, nice guy doormat.... its like when will the agony end? im too scared to pull the trigger. but i wouldnt mind if something else pulled me out. save me the effort.. sorry about the rant.......
On a daily basis, my best is about a 6 or 7 and my worst is 9-plus. :( I've had quite a few suicidal thought moments.
7 - hurts pretty bad somtimes. Hope things get better for you.
What was the question?
4. I'm never committing suicide though.
6 today...my meds are working...
The pendulum swings, bipolar